I have nothing to show for you now. I never wanted to play the fool for you . The dead come out as the beautiful ones are chosen. To dance and shout, terrified, and holding onto the one and only thing they every had-a heart that’s not dead, but is dying in their hands.

28 May 2004 11:10pm littletrees please add me 5 minutes, hours, days, months, years the faith's in my chest

27 May 2004 11:36pm mood sad yeah i love you i do i love you all i'm saying pretty baby la la love you don't mean maybe all i'm saying pretty baby first base second base third base home run yeah i love you i do i love you all i'm saying pretty baby la la love you, don't mean maybe all i'm saying pretty baby

26 May 2004 11:12am dear alex's mom, I wish that you could atleast consider alex visiting me instead of being a cocksucker. alex means more to me than anyone ever. the only thing I want is to be with him and you're not making it possible. thank you for ripping my heart out.. again. sincerely, jaci

25 May 2004 09:53am he looks like a chicken fucker. 2 minutes, hours, days, months, years the faith's in my chest

23 May 2004 12:05am amazing. 2 minutes, hours, days, months, years the faith's in my chest

21 May 2004 06:38pm third update today :] next weeks agenda: 1. get hair cut 2. get medusa piercing 3. stretch my ears to 1 1/4" 4. finish my english 5. rock out a whole bunch 6. be really excited about alex visiting. 18 minutes, hours, days, months, years the faith's in my chest

21 May 2004 05:32pm mood cynical I'm nevering calling myself straight edge again. pathetic. in other news I want candy, bubblegum and taffy skip to the sweet shop with my sweetheart Sandy got my penny saved, so I'm her sugar Daddy I'm her Hume Cronyn, she's my Jessica Tandy I want candy Mess up the mix, mix up the mess come on down, yo, heres the address it's 6-1-2 Wharf Avenue, hey 6-1-2 Wharf Avenue Gonna get your ass beat, nasty do it to your daddy embarrass your whole family just cuz ya came between a kid and his candy i want candy any kind will do don't care if its nutritious or FDA Approved its gonna make me spaz like 5 cats on booze a hyperactive juice that only I can produce and build a giant drill, and bore it straight into hell releasing ancient demons from their sleep-forever spell so they can walk up on the Earth, and get resituated and hawk the diet pills MC Pee Pants have created 3 minutes, hours, days, months, years the faith's in my chest

19 May 2004 01:52pm nautical star tattoos are ugly so are regular star tattoos. ew. 6 minutes, hours, days, months, years the faith's in my chest

friends cut. 17 May 2004 05:37pm bye. i'm trying to figure out who actually reads this. maybe I'll add you back. 18 minutes, hours, days, months, years the faith's in my chest

10 May 2004 11:56am 1-1/8" 1-1/8" awwwhhh shit. mine. 8 minutes, hours, days, months, years the faith's in my chest

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